Letters To You

2012-02-12T19:08:00.001+08:00

My baby is the best and will always be the best. Thanks for loving me baby! You're the best. <3

My beautiful nyok !

2012-01-18T09:36:00.001+08:00

My nyok , my classmate , my everything . Heh !! Dont mess ard with her or i will break ur neck :)

2011-12-20T00:08:00.001+08:00

I got no time for you? You never seen what i done and did for our relationship. Allright, maybe you did but why each time when we have some issues on each other, there you go and start finding my faults.

I know I'm nowhere to perfections. I know where I'm standing than the other girls outside there. I know how suck my past is. I know.

Somehow, I just feel that maybe I'm not meant to be with anyone. People
had enough of me. People can't stand with me. People easily leave. Wait. But didn't I asked for it? I did cos I know no one can handle me. No one really want to be with me.

I'm a loser. I know that.

2011-12-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

You know why I am not making any decision? Cause I love you and I always need you with me. You should know that by now, am I right? :(

2011-12-18T22:39:00.001+08:00

I miss you la kerinting. :(

2011-12-06T22:26:00.001+08:00

I'm supposed to be studying but I can't concentrate that muchh uhhh. Sighhh. I need to retest on my HRA. urghhh. annoying much uhhh. In the other hand, I'm happy that I have complete my roleplay although I'm suck on it. hehehee. And alhamdulillah, next week is my holiday and I'm gonna work hard! I need to start saving on my license, ibu and baby birthday next year march. its may seem long way to go but I'm alwAys having problem
on saving money. That's explain why.

I'll be working with boyfriend again starting next week. Whyyyy? Cos Boyfriend got the job at Manhattan! weeee! alhamdulilah and I'm so happy. <3

And anjeee got his hair cut! somehow I prefer those curly magiie wurly hair better la! But no matter what, tetap sayang cinta baby anjee! <3

2011-12-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

Klau rindu buat mulut ginie, nanti bau bau awak. kite suker! mmmmdap! :p

I don’t have to ask for much because with you I have everything.

2011-12-04T20:44:00.002+08:00

I found someone who won’t go away. Someone who’ll look me in the eyes and tell me it’s okay that things don’t always go right, because on days like these, he will always be with me to make things better. No one else but Mohammad Azhar Fitri!

Okayyy. I'm supposed to be sleeping as I reached home at 12plus in the afternoon after staying up the whole night yesterday due to the marathon run thingy. It was a very good experience that I received! I was shouting like mad lady when the race gets to its excitement! Plus with classmate dancing at the blocked street as early as 3 am in the morning! I had soooo much fun! Tak menyesal lahhh go. I'm sleepy now but my eyes won't simply want to shut. Why eyes why?

Boyfriend went to JB since just now morning and now his not yet arrived back Singapore. I'm missing him very very badly that I can't even sleep well. Ceyy. Sweet tak? Baby, cepatlah pulang. kangen bangen laaa. Nk cry can. :(

I love you for who you are. I love when I can be myself when I'm with you. Baby, we gone through a lot and there's will be much more in the future with you. I know we can make it through all this baby. Our relationship is messy but at the end of the day we're back to you and me. I believe in you. In us. Thank you for everything baby. No words can describe how much I love you. Thank you Allah for the wonderful gift. :')

okayyy im hungry! b balik lah cepat! k byeee (:

2011-11-20T00:29:00.001+08:00

A short post before I head to bed.

I'm so sleepy already. The boy went over to his place for soccer and games. hope he's having fun there. I love you so much anjeee! <3

Dear boyfriend, There isn't a day that goes by where I don't, at some point, think of you.

Atas restu allah, ku ingin milikki mu.
Ku berharap kau menjadi yang terakhir untukku.
Atas Restu allah, ku mencintaimu. Ku pinang kau dengan bismillah.
Hanya dirimu satu yang aku inginkan. Ku bersumpah sampai mati hanyalah dirimu. <3

2011-11-19T11:15:00.001+08:00

Currently I'm super duper famished! Ibu not home yet. She went to the market with abah and she bringing home food. hurry please ibu. To distract myself, here am I blogging(:

So what's my plan for today? Well, Supposedly Im working at Swensen today but I extremely forget that I'm working today. sighhhh. why am I doing this to swensens? Working at swensens are tooo tiring! I just cant stand it.

Maybe going job hunting with fiza. Planning to meet e boy but he going for his soccer today. Goodluck my baby nani! hehehehe.

sighhhh ibu still not home. Im watching Kl gangster again. hehehe. Im boreddddd.

2011-11-17T21:30:00.001+08:00

Im bloggging through my iphoneee! and it feel so cool! teheee.

I can't stop thinking about you. Be mine, forever. Please anje please! HEehehehee. <3

So basically today was another great day. I got to meet anjee and lepakz with his friends. Omg, i just can't stop laughing. Well, That's me. I love to laugh at every single things. over small things too.

Its been three day straight I meet anjeee. Im so happy. Anjee accompany me go get my brows today. I love the fact that anjee allowed to wear my make up without complaining. Anjee love to praise me no matter how I look, how I dress. How messy I am, he will still say i'm the most beautiful girl he met. Anjee never failed to make me loook likka a princess. I really greatful to have anjee by my side.
Although i know, most of the time, i look lousy, he will prAise me as he really want to make me
look good and feel good. I'm so in love with him! Ya allah, thank you for letting me be with him and feel this happiness.

Tomorrow abang will be back! I miss him sooo much! No one to disturb me. No one for me to get mad at. To accompany me in the night. Gonna give him a big tight hug tomorrow!

I feel like giving school a skipped tomorrow. im so not in the mood to go school nowadays. boribggg plus exam is just next week! urghhhhhh. :/

Im hungry! Plus I miss anjeeee. Plus i need to studyyyyyyyyyy.

2011-11-15T22:17:00.004+08:00

Today was an awesome day for me! I had soooo much laughter with the girls today. In the afternoon meet my babyboy!

So much fun so much laughter. Thank you love for making me feel blessed with life. I'm really thank ALLAH to send me you (:

You the only one that I want. The only one that I keep coming back for more.

Seeee. Soo sweet right my baby? Mohammad Azhar Fitri, I love you so much! :')

okay im currently starving and i'll die any minuteeeeee!

Actually I'm very very very TIREDDDD AND SLEEPY too!

Nak makan pastu nak otp dengan anjeee pastu nk bobok!

2011-11-14T22:50:00.003+08:00

I trusted you with my life. I tell you everything about myself.

I gave you my heart and that's all I can give you, and if that's not enough, then I'm not enough.

I know, I'm not perfect. I know, I'm not like what you want. I know I have a bad past. I knew that. But that doesn't make me a fool to be shouted at, to be scolded every small little things.

I've gone through this before. Don't tell me I have to go through this again.

2011-11-13T19:36:00.003+08:00

I miss you blog. You used to be my bestfriend. Don't worry. After this, I promised I will find my way no matter what to update you! (:

Assalamuailaikum! Alohaaa. I know I've abandoned this blog for quite sometime. It's not that I'm not into nets but I'm just to busy with my life with wonderful and fabulous people around me. Alhamdulilah life being great and I love my current life. Thank you allah! (:

So yahh, abang have been serving the NS for since last week and honestly I do miss him. Miss him disturbing me lahhh. Rindu serindunye. But next week he will be back on Friday afternoon. Confirm dier penat but I don't think he will turn dark lah. He forever white man. His NS friends even mistook him as a chinese guy. Kesiannn. But luckily abang is a fit man as I can see. He trained himself almost every night by going jogging till late in the morning. Go the gym. Takraw and soccer almost every week. So hopefully he can take the training there. Both parent have been so cute and adorable. Ibu forever with her " I miss my son" while abah "Kalau ahbos call tanye boleh hantar makanan tak?" Abang been complaining that he's hungry everynight. tuulah orang dah biase makan malam malam buta. lol.

Currently I'm holding on too many jobs. Yes. Many. I'm working at Manhattan Fish Market, Swensen, Pizza Hut. I also received many job offered like Ikea, Singapore flyers and Yoguru.

HAHAHAHAHA! Ibu and boyfriend are so worried that I hold too many job! I guess, I'm gonna stick my ass at Pizza Hut as the paid is every 2 weeks! And maybe MFM. But I dislike working at MFM due to e manager. She the most unreasonable I ever had. Seriously. I miss dave. sighhhh. I see like. I'm thinking of working Ikea. But see how.

So, twitter have been my bestfriend now. I'm too addicted, obsessed to twitter now. (:

My hair is in such a mess now. Almost every single day I need to straighten it to make it look good at least. So tiring. I wanna do soft rebonding. I miss when I was little, and didn't care about my clothes, problems or hair. I just did what made me happy

Hello anjeeee!

Hehehee. My awesome boyfriend, me miss you alot. Alhamdulilah we on the good track now. Although almost everyday we masam muka with each other, scold each other but at the end of the day we are us back! hehehee. This is the first ever relationship that I didn't have any break up. My relationship with the past all this while a lot of break patch break patch. But this guy teach me not to utter the word break up although how bad our relationship is and Alhamdulilah I managed! (: I sayang dier sangat sangat! You know I love you right? Pada Syurga Di Wajahmu. My love is your love, Your love is mine. Currently tengah otp pun now. Beh now like not in the good term also. Haiiissssssssss! But baby, no matter what, always know that I sayang you la baby gemok kerinting! (:

Till we meet again. Assalamuailaikum (:

2011-10-27T21:17:00.002+08:00

A successful relationship requires falling in love many times, always with the same person but deeper and deeper every time.

This boyfriend of mine have been the best of the best! Yes, I'm so in love with him that I can go crazy and cries over small little things. I get so jealous easily and tend to think on what I'm not supposed to think when I'm pretty sure that he's not that type of man. It just insecurity that are killing me.

Plus he tend to get mad easily. I always wonder if he's bored of me? What if one day he find me troublesome? What if one day he find me nuisance? What if one day he find me a burden in his life? And What if one day he leave me. What if other better lady came along? I don't want those days to come. Please. :( I believe in you sayang. I trusted you. And I love you so muchhhhh eventhough I getting more insecure.

Boyfriend, Don't get mad too much. You're look Like you're the one having pms.

But boyfriend never fails to ensure me that he had never forget me and love anyone else, just please don't say all these anymore. I get so sensitive this past few days that I tend to be physically emotional before I went to bed. I love him too much. :')

2011-10-01T00:36:00.001+08:00

I miss my annoying boyfriend. :/:/ :/

2011-09-28T00:54:00.003+08:00

Hi. I had a freaking awesome day today wit beloved durrah and baby boyfriend! Boyfriend safely reached Singapore at 4 plus in the afternoon just and of cos, I'm so happy to hear my boyfriend's voice. Ya allah, sayangnye aku kat mohammad azhar fitri niii! (:

OK. enough. Confirm people got bored once I always talk about my babyboy niiii. well, what to do. dah sayang whattt. Ok ok. So today, I went out with babygirl, durrah. She called me at 2 plus. Actual plan was to meet Rai and Lynee but since lynee cancel it and Rai didn't replied to my tweets, I decided to meet durrah and we off to swimming at Sengkang. I had so much fun with her. B, we shall do this more often lahhh! I had heart to heart talk with her. I can simply laugh when I'm with her. So here's the pictures of today! (:

After swimming, I followed Durrah home. Had so much fun with her little siblings and can't believe that her little sister cried when I said I wanna go home. Adorable much! And I miss them so much. :/ Shall visit them soon. So after slacking at Dur place, she accompany me meet boyfriend. Walk all the way to Punggol from Sengkang. Banyak dier per sekejap. jauh giler sey. Kaki lenguhh badan pun sakit. Penat sangat from swimming whattt. But like I said, she know how to make me smile and laugh with all her stupid actions.

So slack with boyfriend and dur lagi fun! I had soooo much laughter la! besttt. sayang both of them sangat!

Oh boyfriend yg tersayang, termasham, terbacin, terpenting, tercute, termachooo, terkelakar, terhandsomeee, termanis, termanja, tergemok, terboncit, terbaik dan yang paling penting tercinta!

I simply love you so much and I don't know the reason why. No words can simply describe it. And I'm not being yayapapaya here. I really meant it. It so hard for me to fall for someone and love them deeply. Trust me, ask my close love friend how hard for me to move on last time but with you, ahhh I don't know lah how to describe it.

You know what Mohammad Azhar Fitri, you can be the most annoying man yet hillarious. You always makes me laugh, yell like nobody business. You make

me cry by missing you badly. You can drives me crazy but you still gonna be the one that I want at the end of the day. I love you baby. Yes, everything about you, every single things baby.

Thank you for proving me that not all man in the earth are jerks. Thank you allah for bringing me an angel after those hardship I suffered. I hope this angel stay with me till the last day I stay in this earth and I hope to meet him in the hereafter life. Amin.

I love you baby. muacks.xoxo!

So what's my plan for tomorrow? Gonna meet boyfriend! yeahh yeah! and maybe bestfriend fiza coming over. we'll see. But one thing for sure, I need to do all the boards by tomorrow and CLEAN MY ROOM! that's a must please.

oklahhh. Gonna 2 soon. I need to tuck myself to bed. If only, boyfriend and I dah sah kahwin, I hug him tightly lahh when sleep hujan hujan giniii. hehhee.

nights all.

assalamuailaikum. xoxoxo

2011-09-26T01:30:00.000+08:00

Why my hand sooo itchy ahh to click on my old blog? But why ahh blogger so bad don't wanna delete the old blog? Why oh why? I can't believe that I actually teared up badly reading those memories back.

You know the feeling of when you have already move on with someone new and you saw/read back those memories you had with someone who used to mean the world to you. The feeling I swear like @#$*&! laaa. What was I'm thinking when I'm with you? Why am I still with you that period of time knowing that I'm gonna hurt myself more. Knowing that you're not bringing me to right path. Why oh why? And why the hell am I'm talking about you now.

I swear, there's no more feeling of love, miss, need or whatsoever for you. All I got is hating you with me. There's all left. I need to throw the feeling of hatred that I have for you only then I'll feel the peace. Ya allah, Guide me please. I'm not strong. :/

I love my boyfriend so much. That's the reason for me to be strong all this. FAMILY, BOYFRIEND & GIRLFRIENDS MEANT ALOT TO ME. sayang korg many2.

Okayyy I've managed to calm myself down. This is what I've always get when I think too much. What was I thinking? I'm just afraid that boyfriend going for his shoot at Pangerang tomorrow. How? If I missed him badly? How ah how? But I know boyfriend gonna miss his princess too! hehee.

oklahhhh. gonna be 2 soon! i need my sleep now. bb gonna wake me up with his call and i hope i'll be awake. nights all.xoxo

2011-09-25T01:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1ST MONTHSARY TO US BABY! yeahhh! alhamdulilah. I'm so happy with you lahhh!

I'm happy that I can act like a small little girl when I'm with you. Boleh main set set mi mi, boleh swing when hold hands, boleh ketawa suke2 hati i, boleh gurau2 semua. Best la b when i dengan you! I had a great time with you just now la. nak lagi boleh? Macam nk stay aje kt that timing with you baby! hehee.

I'm too happy to have a long post today. It's like I gotten my boyfriend back! alhamdulilah! terima kasih allah. (:

2011-09-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

Imma happy girl in the earth today despite all those shits that had happened today.

You been the best I ever had Mohammad azhar fitri. I divided my heart into four. 1/4 of it is for allah, 1/4 of it for my family, 1/4 of it is for girlfriends and lastly 1/4 of it for you. But baby, every 1/4 of I have for my love ones, there's a bit of it for you.

People asked what different does it make if I lose you? My answer is simple, because no one have ever loved me like how you loved me. Even if there is, it wont be the same because your love is all I knew and need.

Despite being in a toughest situation with you.. I want you to know that you made my day today with your laughter. I cried upon hearing your voice cause i somehow miss it. Its been days since i heard it. Its been days since I heard you scold me. Its been days since I heard how pampered you are with me. Its been so long baby. I miss your laughter, i miss you. I miss how things are supposed to be.

I'm sorry if I annoyed you with my cries. I'm sorry if I irritated you in any ways. I'm sorry for not being an understanding girlfriend babyboy. I'm sorry. I'm just being me. I'm afraid if one day you're gonna find me a burden in your life. Please don't. Once I love, I love hard. I'm so in love with you. I don't wanna go anymore shits in my life. Even if I do go through any of it, I wanna go through it with you. Please. Whatever happened, we go are goonna be together right? okay? Despite whatever shits it is, I wanna stay with you. Insyallah. You may not be my first love but You're gonna be the last. As long as you stay, I'm gonna give my best to stay too with you. I believe in you sayang. I trust you. Please allah, make mohammad azhar fitri bin mohammad kamal noordin my last man.

What i know now is to meet you soon and hug you so tight.

You know how much i miss you, right?

yawnnnnssss. I have yet to do those Like this status and I post blablabla at facebook. damn. I'm lazy to do it with those numbers of likes. why am i so itchy hand ahhh? And and plussss, those who I don't know also like. How possible for me to give my first impression to them? how how?

I need my sleep la. tomorrow open house! yeah yeah! aku kene potong bawang satu guni. aku kene kopek kentang. semua aku ahhh! abang confirm kejer. Adek skola. shit manzxxx. tkpelahhhh. dah boleh kahwin ahhh ginie. Yok b kahwin. jadi tkya i rindu u ginie macam. hehee. mentel ehhh.

klahhh. gonna turn 2 am soon. Im gonna do those likes at facebook and off to lala land.

nights all! xoxoxo!

& i love mohammad azhar fitri! (:

2011-09-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

I need to learn how to take things easily. Chill on certain issues and stuff.

It's always me and my wonders that destroys every bits of me.

"Don't worry. Everything gonna be allright!" that what i been saying to myself.

2011-09-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hiiiii! Time check, it's already 12.30. And I'[m working fullshift again tomorrow. Talking about work, I had super bombastic fun to the max. I had a great laugh with each and every of them. I don't feel any awkward at all any more! I can't believe it take me a short period of time to get use to them. I don't need fiza to work with me anymore. It's not that I'm ditching her but she's taking her O's hence that's explain why she didn't work for the past weeks.

But one thing I don't like about my workplace is when I'm working fullshift, I'm given two hours break and I'll be freaking bored doing nothing. I hate window shop around City square because confirm plus chop I'll spent my money on the little stuff that are not needed.

And ohyaaa, I can't wait for payday! I wanna shop shop shop! I'm so into cropped tees and Off shoulder tops now but sadly, I know boyfriend won't agree if I decide to wear those kind of clothes. :/I get envy seeing girls wearing those kind of clothes. With high waist pant/shorts. so pretty! Boleh ahhh b? Please :/

Menses are here like finally! A month and 21 days late. fuhhhh. glad that it came. I thought something wrong with my body system. Am I abnormal or what? teheee. Okay. Menses here means PMS ARE HERE! Menses here means PIMPLE BREAKOUT ARE HERE! :/ Beware of me people! I can change to monster anytime I like.

Luckily boyfriend sick. If not, he's gonna be my number 1 victim. heheee. But ya allah, I really miss him. I just feel we're drifting apart since he's sick. Since last friday. We talk less, we joke less, we laugh less, we meet less, everything getting lesser and lesser. :/ Even when we're otp now, I don't know what to be shared with you although I have a lot on my mind to share with you like how we used too, but why am I feeling that things changing and getting different than the usual?

I understand that he's very sick and need plenty of rest. I knew that but arghhh f*ck, I can't control myself. I hate it when I'm behaving this why. I hate it when I'm used of getting 24hours of attention from someone, it will slowly get away. I mean ya, I understand that you're sick but at times I can't control myself to stop those negatives thought. I'm trying very hard here pretending everything fine. I am. :/

And plus I'm having menses now, my mind confirm gonna gone wild and bitchy attitude gonna be my bestfriend. phewww.

I miss you boyfriend. Get well soon, will you? Please. be strong baby. I'm really am not strong without you.

I love you so much. (':

I'm off to bed. Gonna be 1am soon. Nights. Assalamuailaikum.

2011-09-20T00:37:00.000+08:00

Hello! Assalamuailaikum! It's been a long time since I've last updates. Hahaha! Its not that I'm busy, its just that I'm plain lazy. hehee. plus my laptop have been giving me problems and bestfriend's dad helped me fixed it for almost a week. so yaaa, I'm so pretty excited when I got back my laptop and I took extra care of it now.

luckily there's baby iphone with me so I'm able to entertain myself when laptop's not here with me. hmm. so where shall i start? ohhh yaa! Selamat hari raya everybodehhh! (: halalkan and maafkan segala dosa yg pena mira pena buat. tk kirelah besar atau kecik. korg nye dosa dah lame i maafkan dahhh. yg rapat, masih rapat atau pun yg dah tk rapat mira dah maafkan dah. (:

Okay. So i got myself a new job. buhooo. I quit Mad Jack since boyfriend been fired due this fucked up supervisor. Nothing lose. There's many other jobs in Singapore. We're aren't losing anything by losing and leaving Mad Jack. I really hope karma struck that stupid supervisor soon! And taking about new job, i feel bad for ditching Nurfa and fiqa at starbuck. But nahh, it's not that I don't want. Ibu and boyfriend disapprove me of working there of the timing and all. I'm glad I listened to what Ibu and boyfriend told me.

And now, I'm happily with Manhattan Fish Market with durrah and fiza. (: The environment there are awesome though although it took me around 2o minutes to reach workplace. Compare to Mad Jack which only took me 10minutes. But there's different in the pay too that make me wanna continue and go on with MFM! (:

Meet My Man! Yes. My man. hehee. since 24 August 2011! YEAH! another 24th. But no worries, this 24th gonna be a special one for me. My man is not like the previous man. My man gonna be my superman, superhero and most important my lover. I've settled down and i want this to last. If anyone were to say anything about my bf or about us or about me, I don't even care. My life. I lead it. And i love him and thats the reason why he's isn't my date but instead my man, my boyfriend.

Those who wanna say that I'm changing guys like clothes or whatever shit it is things like that, said it, i dont' mind, because what i know my man knows everything. And i bet he know me better than you people do.

How sweet of you to give me an awesome birthday gift with the surprise. Baby, I believe you're the best I ever had and will always be the best. Let's pray it last. Let ask from allah ok? I really wanna this to last. believe me okay? trust me okay? I sayang gemok sorg aje lahh! get well soon baby. Rindu laaaa! tk rindu ke makan kfc same2? :/

and lastly, i love my family. muacks! (:

I guess I'm tucking in now. It turning 2 already and I'm working fullshift tomorrow. urghhh. nights. I promise I update you regularly ok blog. muacks! (:

2011-08-10T02:42:00.001+08:00

Ibu, your little princess here miss you so much. so much. I've been crying a lot to myself. Crying is how my body speaks when my mouth can't explain the pain I feel. I know you disappointed with my actions but ibu please, i freaking know what I'm doing. I won't let myself suffered any pains anymore like I did in the past. What past is past. I know you care. I know you love me too much. I know I'm still a small baby in your eyes. I pun tau ape tuu dosa. such a waste for you to send me to religious classes if I didn't make use of it. I've changed ibu. Please. :/ Tell me what shall I do to make things better for us. I can't go on this way. You yourself know, I shared almost everything with you. Two days straight of not talking to you suffered me lot, stressed me up. Please. I miss you so much. :/

If I'm with you, you got no reason to worry about anyone else because if I wanted someone else , I wouldn't be with YOU ♥ and I love you like how I love my family sayang. (:

and and can i give school a skip tomorrow? or shall I say, I wanna quit school? I'm seriously not interested in this stupid business thingy! :/

2011-08-07T14:14:00.001+08:00

2011-08-07T01:01:00.000+08:00

Hello! It's been a long time since I last update. hehehee. The reason is why cos I been busy and I'm lazy. hehehehee. Exam is around the corner. And selamat berpuasa to all the muslims. yeah yeah! Nak raya. hehehee. and birthday i pun nk dekat. nak macam macam! hehehheee.

But i wanna take bike license. Okay. I get green with envy when I see vehicles on the road. Especially bikes with teenagers attached to it.

I've been wondering, or rather wishing to have a vehicle to call my own. Erm, either a car or motorbike will do, pls. Not lorry nor van nor public buses. Sheeesh.

Few more dreadful days to go before I am legal for license. 3 more long years to go before I become legal as a whole. Free to do my own gedamn stuffs. Shucks. This is beginning to feel like a very long wait. but its okay. hehe. i wanna enjoy my teenage life.

And people being sarcastic , mean , ridiculous or just anything bad to me ,

well , you know what , someday , I don't mind returning you the same exact favor when you least expect it.

Take care . :D

Look what I found! look what I found! Tiuuuttnyyyeee gambar niiii! hehhehe. this was when we

are starting to get close i think? hehehe. sayang gemok many many! Cant wait for this thursday iftar with the mad jack. (:

Through the bad times and the good times , you're always there . I know deep inside you're the best among the rest . We'll hold on to this , i promise .

I love the fact that I can get crazy with you. I love the fact that I can go out with you without make up. I love the fact that you care for me. and i really love the fact that we can be back together normally after a big fights. ehhh nolahh. we never had big fights before. hehhehee. and i love everything about you la b!

But most importantly, i love the fact that each time you asked me if I have done my prayers. No other guys even asked me that. Thank you love. You make me feel nearer to allah. insyallah. we make it tru. kiter mintak pat allah k b?

And i promise you , i won't let the victory crashed away that easy .

i love you mohammad azhar fitri!

2011-07-26T01:39:00.000+08:00

Hi Nur Amirah, i love you! :D

2011-07-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

I don't know why I seem can't post pictures here. sighhhh.

I have not yet done my BEV articles. I have not yet revise my BEV sheets. My POA sheets. Damn. school killing me. :/ And I cant seem to concentrate on my school works. And here I am watching tevee and blog.

I somehow feel that I'm being a responsible sister. hehee. Yesterday night, around 2am, teha vomit and I have to clear it up. Imagine me doing those clean up? Hahaha. but I managed to do it. Somehow, I pity ibu. I changed teha clothes and all. And I have to rush down to Compass Point just now after meeting mok cos I need to get her favorite soya bean and cupcakes before the shop is closed. seeee? how caring I am as sister. Teha must be grateful to me.

Somehow, I wished I own an elder sister so that she can pampered me like how I did to teha. but nahhh, I'm still grateful with what I have. alhamdulilah. hehehee.

and and and!

I miss mok shoo much! He's been the best companion for me. I really appreciate every single things you have done for me mok. Thank you for accepting me for the way I am. Accepting me as who I am.

Through out knowing you, there's not even once you shout at me, you get mad at me. All this while, you being too patience although I act like a bit*h at times. You never complaint each time I have pimples breakout, each time I wore make up, seeing my face make-up less, listen to my cries, my complaint, my stories and all.

I feel safe with you mok. You make me feel like I'm the most luckiest happiest lady in the earth to be in your arms. Thank you for the good times, thank you for your love.

We're friends but act like lover. You're my best guy friend for life mok. i love you my stupid boy.

A good friend scolds like a dad, cares like a mom, teases like a sister, irritates like a brother, & loves you more than a lover..

2011-07-25T01:18:00.000+08:00

I forget a lot of things because that special person takes up most of the space in my memory. and that's you mohammad azhar fitri. hehheee.

No matter how long my past relationships have been, somehow you mean more to me than any of them.

and i watched this movie. it's a must must must watch movie okay! hehehee.

2011-07-24T02:49:00.000+08:00

New blogggg. hehhee. meet my gemok! ((: